Monday, January 18, 2010

Those days.... mixed with confusion and joy

It seemed like it was all about the pain..
the ever enduring back pain, the swollen legs...
the heart burns n leg cramps.. those which never occurred before...

Those sleepless nights when I was wide awake..
A spiralling pain from places unknown..

Dizziness signaling that my BP was succumbing to gravity ..
It felt it was all about those added tensions..

The boss who was bothered about the project deliveries alone..
The colleague who was ever ready to catch a fault n announce that..
All as if they were the end of the world.

The bus driver who had a blind eye towards gutters and humps..
My best friend who told me that it’s all because I expect compassion from everywhere..
The dearest husband who at times failed to understand the mood swings..

I thought whatever had i gotten into!

And then..
The moment I feel your presence, the tickling movement inside my womb,
It was all about joy and excitement, my dear..
The small kicks and jerks ... your unique way of telling me 'Mama I love you!'

Those made me feel heavenly bliss .. Yes dear..
You are the most beautiful thing that happened in my life..
The most beautiful experience I ever had..
I love you my angel!

Saturday, January 16, 2010

Hello Blog!

The very first program i executed had the output "Hello World". It turned out to be the profession i chose, and i am reasonably happy. So, lets get this started as well with a similar shout out "Hello Blog!"

Being a mom for the first time brought about a number of changes in me, right from the way i looked to the way i felt. There was always a special feeling inside, even before the little one stepped out into the world we call our own.

Not knowing what gender the little one was only added to the feeling of excitement, and the very first taps while inside my womb only made me wonder if it was a Dancing Queen inside, or a Tap Dancer dude.

Though this channel i try to understand and share my feelings and experiences as i deal with the journey that is called motherhood.

A special tribute to my husband who has been an active supporter and guide through my special days, as well as in driving me to kickstart this blog.

C ya around, and keep visiting!!